Yesterday was better. I had an hour long breakdown wherein I hyperventilated uncontrollably for the first time, but other than that, yesterday was kinda good in comparison with the other days. I got up early on my own and was pleased to see a thunderstorm outside my window. I felt like the weather was finally reflecting my mood. I made a Playlist of songs that I could actually relate to by their being sick, twisted, or somewhat overly emotional and probably listened to each of them 30 times yesterday, as I played them all day. When I woke up, I felt an extreme loneliness. Any human interaction would suffice. After about an hour of listeni